Ryan loved to journal and write while he was alive. Here are some of his writing from his journal.
Rising above takes patience. Sometimes this world can be so cruel that we forget the beauty that
she holds a secret, for those willing to look for it after the storm washes away the debris of our life
as the sun kisses our skin after a seemingly endless winter season for our mind, body, and soul.
Keep searching, keep discovering, and walk in surely that the light never fades, rather casts
shadows from time to time because it’s so bright. Remember that the next time you find yourself in the darker hours of your life, they’re only temporary shadows.
You got this.
This little thing.. I feel its vibration, I hear its message, but.. Its still. Small. Quiet. This, voice..
Just loud enough to whisper that this too shall pass...
As the white capped, emerald colored breakers of such a perilous ocean wash over me, this
voice....
It reminds me that it is not in my nature to sink, but rather swim brazenly back to the shore I left to
begin with.
There, perhaps..
I’ll gather more resources and a more solidified source of strength teeming with intestinal
fortitude and a former rock solid WILL that once blazed more precarious trails: And do this all
over again.
When its time to sail away from where you don't belong and neither ship nor ill-fitted wings have
offered not of much avail, THAT is where BRILLIANCE AWAITS.
The GENIUS of the escape plan birthed.
I haven't been too honest with myself lately. And the truth is that I’m stronger than the darkness that’s been attacking me recently. Truth is, everything is easier with a like-minded tribe behind you.
But even without one, I, you, and we, have the power to transition. Some of the most rewarding battles will be fought alone.
so, if you’re reading this, fight on... It’s literally all we have sometimes. Make friends with your spiritual weapons, just like they teach you in the military, or any other job that requires skill. The tools of your trade are the keys to victory. “A soldier is only as good as his rifle is warm.”
Reality sometimes is stranger than fiction and I am living proof that fallen angels can regain their souls.
In times of such uncertainties, the world will call upon the once-broken to show the newly disenfranchised methods of both survival and true spiritual cohesion with our surroundings and our Heavenly Father.
As great peril encroaches, WE must be the ones who march fearlessly toward the sound of evil stampede. So, my brothers and sisters who have felt so worthless and without purpose for so long are lying to you - RISE and fight. Die with dignity rather than living selfishly in fear. Be the image of
bravery that your grandkids will see in the dictionary 50 years from now when this is in the history books. Be the hero that future generations will look to and choose to emulate when the government wants to depopulate its census out of fear for losing control over its slaves.And know this, when it comes to being on the right side of history - we fight for victory. Not for it.
Everything I've ever done has either been because of love, or the lack of it. A man can do great things for this world if he accepts that only love and acts of kindness, are his true masters. You then achieve God's consciousness, and new worlds are created by you, for others..
Hey.. So.. I don't know if any of you guys have noticed lately, but um, society as a whole, the
world in itself has pretty much lost its head. People are out there, suffering emotional and
spiritual consequences of a culture that denies the existence of God and replaces faith with sexual objectification of things like money, lust and power.
There are a few of us out there, the ones left anyway, that are fighting on their behalf..Your
behalf.. The forgotten souls who have lived and died tragically due to our neglect of caring for each others state of mind ; you know, those guys.. there behalf. But sadly, what happening, is that we’re getting tired. This fight is a no-holds-barred sprint to the finish line and once you’re out.. It’s over.. It’s time to go home..
Thing is.. We have no one to pass the torch to. What teams, in relay track races do you see where the. The first guy out of the block is the last one across the finish line? You don’t.. Because that's not how any of this works. Teamwork makes the dream work my fellow prophets, healers, teachers, doers, dreamers, thinkers and soon-to-be clerics. We need you some kind of desperately..